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When I look into the mirror

And see my reflection I don't know what to do

I just want someone I wont be afraid of

Staring back at me

Can't even see it as I walk down the street

All you see is the clothes of a man

I'm so heart broken I

don't know if I feel anymore

Don't know where to begin

Can you teach me where to begin?

So I keep trying so hard

To live and breathe

Just trying hard to escape my own reality I

'm trying so hard to live and breathe

But I don't know where to start

Starting to calm down

Breathe a little deeper now

I'm not sure if the world is real

Plastic faces, phones at stake

Just another dream surrounding me

Each voice getting louder

Won't let me be

The grip getting tighter

As I seem to fall Each pill and vice

Not making any sense My strife intense

Until I shatter into a million pieces

So I keep trying so hard

To live and breathe

Just trying hard to escape my own reality

I'm trying so hard to live and breathe

But I don't know where to start

So I'm here looking out

Trying to hard to hide my doubts

I'm not sure I'll fine me again In time

So I keep trying so hard To live and breathe

Just trying hard to escape my own reality

I'm trying so hard to live and breathe

But I don't know where to start